HELLO DEARIES- NEW
HAIR IS THE BEST
I love the feeling
of freshly dyed hair. I don't know why, but it's such a nice feeling to have
your hair done. The past week and a half has been swell- it's taught me much in
my relationship with God. This past year has been difficult, but God has never
left my side. Like all unemployed 19 year old's, you really want a solid job. A
job that can get you by, save up & help spread your wings & fly- if
that makes any sense. I had my first group interview- oddly, I felt like the
least anxiety filled person in the room. It was in that interview that brought
me much peace & joy- even if I don't get that job.
I realized how far
I've come within this past year. Some moments I have been weak, but I have
learned how to trust & rely on God on a daily basis. I've learned that
despite my imperfections, God does still love me. Also, I am the only person
holding myself back to fully embrace God when facing my insecurities. I believe
that's the biggest lesson. Sometimes we psych ourselves out of God's peace
& joy when facing our imperfections- we feel like there is no hope because
are just too imperfect. You see that's why He is so relentless though. He
constantly will love us forever, no matter how guilty, angry, frustrated,
unworthy or worried we are. He still loves us & always will.
Also, I live in
California & there's definitely not a drought any longer. The thunder &
lightning bring much joy. Also the rain is non-stop & for that, I am truly
grateful. El Niño shall no longer be know as El Senior, due to its long awaited
arrival. Hooray!
STAY BALM
Hannah Ruth
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